i'm really depressed. the weekend after i've made my decision and submitted the form to drop to h1 geog, mrs noordin said to me that the vp told her if i were to drop geog, i'll have to transfer to another class next year. and the only way that i won't have to change class is to drop to h1 econs. but h1 econs is tougher than h2 and geog is my worst subject. i seriously do not want to change class. its almost as if you've transferred to another school. everything changes. i've been there before and experienced a tumultous time in rss. its a feeling i never wanted to have again. leaving behind the newly formed bonds i've made this year and jutting in where everybody knew each other and formed cliques. imagine the first day of school next year, i would feel so lost and alone and unfamiliar with everybody. shi min and marlene feel that i should drop geog and change classes rather than dropping to a tougher level of econs (what an irony) and struggle with it. both of them think that i'm the sort to make friends easily. but i don't know. its a really tough decision to make and i'm caught in it. i've got less than 24 hours to make a decision. actually i sort of have decided already. but i'm unwilling to face it. i'm unsettled and depressed and messed up and in a dilemma. this sucks.
oh God! please tell me what to do and show me your ways!
Sunday, July 30, 2006 ; 12:10 AM
ehh.. dunno what to blog about eh. i've lost my muse. the inspiration to blog. wahaha.. shakespeare in love is so nice.
no study = fail study = no fail study + no study = no fail + fail by factorisation, study(1+ no) = fail (no+1) cancelling (1+no) on both sides, STUDY = FAIL
cool eh? learnt it from aprie.
here's another one. let's see if i can still remember.
man = time x money time = money man = money squared money = square root evil evil = money squared therefore, MAN = EVIL
haha.. true isn't it? they aren't mathematically wrong eh. got this from one of the vandalised table in school.
Thursday, July 06, 2006 ; 10:58 PM
just my luck is so funny you must go watch it! haha.. it's 2nd on my list of must-have dvds. after she's the man. just the kind of movie i dig, right joanne? hehe.. after that movie i started liking mcfly. here's a picture of them.
and danny from mcfly. :)
i'm starting to like their songs too. mcfly acted in just my luck and thanks to joanne who sent me their song 'too close for comfort' and now i'm hooked onto it.
Sunday, July 02, 2006 ; 11:47 PM
youth sunday
the youths and our banner. :)
sacc youth challenge: girls' netball trophy!
I am..
koh wen yuan rachel
nineteen
31051989
child of God
dancer
sacc
nus fass
Talk To Me
Wishes
iphone
acoustic guitar
the duchess
confessions of a shopaholic movie
bride wars